Finally almost everything done about 1st year of Studio. There are lots of good and bad memories in there. Of course there are 3 more (minimum lol) season but I think if I overcome first year which include abstract things ( ALWAYS EVERYTHING ABSTRACT IN THERE, SOS) I can also Handle other things. And sometimes you may encounter some injustice situations like I encountered in the Final Jury. After whole of the spring semester I try to create Final model and as you know jury criticise my model. And one of the jury member (most probably guest jury member) disrespect my whole commitment, labor and effort. I'm still upset about it. Even if I do not have any chance to change it, I can not purify some negative thoughts. In whole of my jury they said me that I have some problems about my threshold. Then this jury member gave me unbelievable points. If I deserve what he/she gave me, there should be much talking about my problems in the jury. And now I feel like someone came and stole whole of my labor. My grade is not important here. But I think I can not accept injustice especially in Final Jury. Even I feel really bad, this kind of situations give me more determination because of my characteristic quality. And as you know there is famous quotation: "the thing that which doesn't kill us , makes us stronger" See you studio. I will come back with much powerful.
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